Who Writes our Story?
As Charlotte slept in her Victorian bed, looking at the dim light which was shining on her face from her favorite bed lamp. She looked towards the light as her eyes were teary, and the light just caressed her eyes that made her tears start streaming down. She snuggled into the comfy of her pillow and allowed the tears to flow.
The early morning sun rays started pouring into her room. She just moved her head into the blanket as she had no strength to get out of the bed and face another day which was lonely in her massive mansion where she lived all alone with her pretty flowers in the garden and whiskers her Persian cat. She was tired of the pretentious life that she was showcasing to society.
Tears were just flowing with nothing to help stop it and her body refused to even cooperate with her. There were ache and pain which was clearly showing how much she had held on to but now she was just not able to handle as it went overboard for her.
Curled up on the sofa whiskers watched her wondering when would Charlotte be out of bed to take her to the garden. Whisker kept purring slowly trying to get attention from Charlotte oblivious to the fact that Charlotte was in deep tears and was giving no inclination to move or even talk to Whiskers.
As the sun rose and the room light up, Charlotte let herself sit up and her eyes were swollen and puffy. She looked at whiskers her companion and finally acknowledged her presence in the room. She moved out of bed and freshened up, to step out to make some tea and sit her garden admiring her well-toiled garden and the pretty flowers that were blossoming.
Charlotte and Whiskers stepped out into the garden and Charlotte sat on her favorite garden chair and looked about with a nostalgic smile at the beauty of her garden. Watching butterflies flutter about, birds chirping the fountain dancing to it it’s own music. Charlotte lives her time here as it was therapeutic and tears started streaming down her eyes once again.
As she just sipped her tea and closed her eyes to allow nature to work her magic on Charlotte. She wished she could cancel her luncheon appointment and high tea invitation. She just was not in the mood to put up another day of pretentious. She realized her issues were deep and she had to really look at getting help now as it was much needed.
Let’s look at why Charlotte reached this state of Loneliness though she has everything.
- A deep state of denial about certain major issues in her life.
- Fear of acknowledging her loneliness and expressing it.
- Lack of communication skills.
- Assertiveness in the back seat.
- A lot of resistance to suggestions and guidance.
- Procrastination on everything
- Indecisiveness in nature
- Repeated patterns of break-up
Was Charlotte at fault?
Not really she was living her life the way she wanted being irrational and at times not taking the right decisions thinking life will wait for her.
She just kept picking easy ways as out of fear of commitments and did not take her decision as needed.
Be it in her
- Relationship
- Work-life
- Friends circle
- Personal life
She faltered on her points of priorities and that led to so much chaos in her life that it became chaotic. Though Charlotte chose to hide this from the world and showcased herself as a happy and independent person. The loneliness was eating her up from inside and that was getting difficult for her.
What is it that can help Charlotte out of this?
- Address her issues without delay.
- Seek a support group where she can express and heal.
- Seek a professional to help her out.
- Working on her communication skills.
- Acknowledging her suppressed emotions.
- Being more assertive with her decisions
- Working on being resilient in life.
- Nurturing self with love and care.
- Understanding her flow of thought and not going harsh on self like a self-critic.
- Being quick with decisions especially about her happiness.
Now, when we look at Charlotte and many of us would have thought hey her story is very similar to mine.
Was this written for me?
It has been written for each everyone who has chosen loneliness and is now afraid to express it or acknowledge it. Loneliness is something we feel at the various juncture of life. Now the choice lies within us. We are the authors of our lives and the decision that we take or don’t take is absolutely up to our soul discretion.
When we realize that we are the authors of our life and we can write our own stories, life will be way easier and we can have our pens ready to write our story the way we wish.
Now I the time to change don’t procrastinate and if you need help feel free to drop a message for help or guidance.
Each one us can start on a new page and be our very own author writing our story just as how we want it.
Our life’s choices lie within our own space we fail to see it or even take the rightful decisions.
Get in touch with Samskara Healing incase you feel you need to clarify or get guidance for an issue or for a support session.
🌺Palash 🌺
Spiritual Healer @samskarahealing
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